Its been so long since I last blog... Prolly, i didnt bother... Whatever it is, no point updating...



Till now... Should i say I've come to terms that it will no longer; NEVER be part of my life again...



Been hanging out till the weeeeeeee hours... It feels good... After being locked in the cage for so many years... I realise that i missed out on so much fun...




Was it because of what has happened or that i wanted a change? I guess... Both contributed to what I have become...




I send Chloe Dearie off yesterday... She's off to UK for 16days... Somehow... I miss her so much.. We had sushi for dinner... A little catch up session... I wanted to send her off cause I need the hug from her... Its a special bond between us..



As i look thru the CD that Jane did for us... Tears just rolled down my cheeks... So much heartache...




On the way back while on the bus... Many many memories ran thru my mind... Manage to control those tears... Though my eyes were red...



Chloe & Jean said that I'm damn strong...





But i wonder if i'm really that strong...













What i can say is... I really miss that important thing in my life... Now that its gone.. I'm lost... As i walked around in T3, so much heartache... Who really knows....





I hate my life... I hate myself.....