My uniform is no longer hanging at the same old place.. I tink my uncle kept
it...




I saw the messages on the tag board... Perhaps many would think I'm foolish...
Flying is not everything... I agree.... Maybe to me, it weighs more... Afterall
it was a childhood dream since i was 7years old...



Of course it was a childhood dream for many others too... Some fortunate souls
get in, while some don't... For me, it's a sad case..... I simply cant let go of
it...




Should i say once bitten twice shy or don't cry over
spilt milk...?





The hurt is too deep and pain.... Cause nothing else matter to me... Not really
affects me now...




At 21, many had accomplish so many things... Time never wait for
anybody.. Money cant buy time nor love... Brain washing seems to be the
best option...





Many friends have been asking if i would like to continue to study... Perhaps in
the near future.. Upgrade myself so that i can get a better paying job... To
widen my knowledge...





I thought of leaving Singapore for awhile... Maybe a different environment will
do me good... Still hesitating...





I have no more goals.. Every single goal that I had- vanish in thin air.. What's
the point in having them... When I know that nothing will work out well... I
can't take another blow... Too hard to pick myself up... Real hard





Once again i wanna thank you guys.. Especially Baby and the others who kept me
company... I know you people are trying not to mention any 'sensitive' in front
of me...


Baby - We spend so much time together now... I'm glad to have you with me and
supporting me... Pls pardon me for my tempers and such... Pardon me for not
being able to give you my all... Most of all, for the hurt that I did to you...




Jane & Evon - I'm sorry to disappoint you girls... I'm no longer the Baby
brownie that you all knew... Not for now though.. I still love you girls as
much..

Chloe - I still love you dearie! Where are your blog updates?! I'll be fine...
When are we meeting up?!

Shandy - I know that you'r keep track of my blog as well.. Thanks! Though you
dont say much and we'r no longer as close as before...


Jo - You'r one I can't live w/o... Though our friendship has many ups & downs..
I'm glad to have you supporting me... W/o you it'll be so so different... You'r
one of my bestie... Maybe you never knew it...


Nicole - Thanks gal... Sorry for screwing you up that time.. Nevertheless, I
really enjoy being with you... More to come... DOn't wanna lose a good friend
like you!

The YAGS - Time spend with guys are damn good and enjoying.. Never once will I
not enjoy the company...



♥ Flying will always be part of me ♥