Now I know where I stand... I'm certain that I'll never be the one that you'll find when you'r in trouble...




Anything to do with planes and such.. I'll just look at it... Protraying me working... Why bother? It'll never be my rice bowl...


Shandy just flew with jie ying...



I'll not be able to travel around like them... UNless I'm damn rich to tour ard...



WHile having 'supper' / breakfast with the YAG, Baby & Nic... Jeff asked a question to each of us.. Except for Nic... When is the most stressful moment for you?



My reply was.. Making a decision... In wanting to continue to fly or to listen to the doctor's advice...




NOW




I realised that I've made the wrong choice.. Real wrong







I wanted to fly.. But why did God take my chance away..











So many other people dying to leave, why don't you grant their wish!







I know its selfish to think this way.. But seeing it going away.. You know how it feels..





3 fucking weeks was all that I got... How sad life can be...






When my life tumbles......







Everything fall...........






















Fucked up........