I'm really excited and can't wait for CNY to b over.. Cause it'll b the start of the new year.. Where everything will start anew.. A whole new world ~ For Me!!


At the same time I'm getting scared.. I know all my friends ( SOP ) & the others, they don't want to see me getting hurt & sad again... IT's true chances of getting the wish fufill about 30%... I know it well too...


But as long there's a slight chance... I'll still try... Like how I started before...


If I don't I'll live my life in regrets.. Now that I've learned to work towards my 'wish' again... I'll give my best shot...


It will be much harder to achieve it but I won't give up so easily.. NO PAIN NO GAIN right! Rome wasn't build in a single day!



It's part of me.. Everyone knows how badly I wanna return back flying... Baby esp & the SOP... I'm sure my family knows how badly hurt I was, when I left my last company...



Regrets are all I have now..


As I browse thru my batchgals blogs, as I meet them up whenever possible.. I'm thankful to get to know my batchmates... 17 different people training together... 6 whom I really love them to the bits... Its God's blessing that I had the chance.. Precious memories of us training, shopping for luggages & dinners together...






I still remember all of them & I miss them.. So hard to see one another now that they'r busy flying around...







This is my lovely Chloe dearie darling! We'r the super glue.. =)




Chloe dearie darling, myself & Shandy Dearie (whom we used to b super close to)



To sec sch friend: Nobody will really know how u felt during that time.. Only those
who've lost it.. I'm glad that u've stand on your feet.. I guess
God really has their reason for everything that has happen to us..
I really hope that you'r feeling much better now... Perhaps when
you'r down, cry it out.. You'll feel better... Give yourself a pat
on the shoulder.. At least you tried your best... =)



In fact I've lost to myself... Nobody can put you down... Only you, yourself...




For being a weakling... For throwing my trantrums and such... But who is born strong w/o feelings...?
I really hope God can see the undying passion and efforts that I have put in..



If God can grant me a wish - God I'm begging for another chance...