Haven been updating for awhile.... Nothing much to update though...


Met up with Jo and Nic.. Was I too sensitive or what... But I felt so distant.. Was it because we have not been meeting up as often as before.. It just feels weird.. Like I didn't receive any sms from them for a week or so... I don't know... What I know is I don't wanna lose them as my good friends... Especially Jo... We've been thru alot.. I'm not sure if they really cherish me... But I do.... Sometimes I feel that I'm like an extra... Like 3 is a crowd... Don't ask me why I feel that way... It sucks to feel that way though....


Wasn't feeling very well today.. God could you turn back time or give me a time machine..?


I would do anything to go back to correct my mistake.. Cuz I'm not feeling good now... I'm blaming myself... And I know its useless crying over spilled milk... But I really can't help it.. I was such a fool... No point thinking... But if you guys are in my shoes.. I'll like to see how you can cope with it...


At times I just wish that reality could somehow be like drama shows or even movies.. Rewind to alter your past mistakes... I know its impossible...



I'm still hanging on to the little hope of mine...



God, if you can hear me... I'm begging you for that chance...



I swear that I'll cherish it this time round...