How was your 2009?


2009 was not so pleasant year for me.... I lost so many things - overnight... Lots of stuff and emotional baggage to handle... Lots of tears had been shed... Lots of argument argument argument and 'cold war, lots of hurt being done and lots of unhappiness.... For certain moments, I felt so lost and immune... Immune to the countless of hurt caused by people, their words their actions and even their decisions...

I tried so hard to please people, tried my best to lend my support.. But everything is all in vain... Maybe I didn't do enough...



On the happier side, I found someone... Someone who made me feel so special and different... Unlike the other guys that I met or dated...

Still life goes on... Nobody can't live without any one... Time will heal everything...  But can it really heal everything?


New Year Resolutions are being made...

I pray that this year will be a good year.. I don't want to shed so much tears, don't want to feel so lousy, don't wish so many unpleasant stuff to happen and I don't want to have so much regrets...


And I should really learn to voice out my unhappiness, learn to be a alittle more firm and decisive....


I really hope 2010 will be better...