There are times when I feel the need to be alone.. To window shop, have a long bus ride or to be alone without doing any thing...

Today I feel crappy or should I say lousy?..

I feel like crying, feel so silly and feel that everything is in a mess... Yes I am alone, on my bed... But today I feel like going for a spin or to drive to somewhere.. A sudden urge to get out of the house..

I dread this feeling... Dread how I feel.. Dread myself for being too strong... Why can't the tears just flow? When will miracles happen?

Sometimes it's so tough to be a strong person.. Maybe I should be a little more weak, more open to my feelings...

I must learn how to voice out when I'm unhappy.. I should learn to be like people who does not spare a thought about the feelings of people whom they have hurt..

My heartache, the countless of hurt done, my regret...

Dont everyone have flaws?