Can someone teach me what to do??

I'm like so damn desperate for an answer..

As the minutes ticks away, as the day approaches.. My heart n mind seems to have a sandstorm..

I cried.. Couldn't hold back the tears.. So I woke up with a swollen eye today... My mind is thinking.. Non stop thinking...

I wish for the best.. Wish that all will be well..

I can or will give up.. If it's not meant to be mine in the first place..