I managed to stop myself from buying KOI bubble tea.. Besides KOI, I guess the other bubble tea taste crappy.. I'm always drinking pearl milk tea.. Maybe it's alittle boring.. Oh and occasionally I'll try Oreo or those chocolate kinds.. Like once in a blue moon..

So I gave myself so many reason not to buy it..

I don't want to get fat..
It's unhealthy..
The weather is too cold..

But there's one reason why I stopped myself.. It's because I won't be able to share it with him.. Somehow we'll buy and share 1 cup.. And I think it's pointless to be drinking it all by myself.. Good stuff are meant to be shared!!

If you ask me do I regret.. Choosing him despite losing people who means alot to me..

I do not regret.. Because now I realize that people who meant so much to me, left me when things went wrong.. Maybe I ruined the r/s.. Maybe because I'm not such a great friend.. But I tried my best.. I tried to be there whenever I could..

Sometimes things don't turn out the way u expect it to be..

He's just someone that loves me for who I am, and for that I'm able to be less strong seeking comfort whenever I need..

It's like a black horse in a race.. Like an ugly duckling..

I choose my path.. Without much support, he made my life easier.. He's like my comfort zone.. My friend, my brother and my baby..