Goodbye ♥
11:16 AM
I backed out the very last minute... Showered, packed my bag and got everything that I need... Yet at the very crucial time, where I was suppose to be dressing up as well as putting on make up.. I chose to back out..
So many many thoughts running through my tiny brain... Its been a struggle.. It wasn't easy to make such a decision.. I chose to let go such a good opportunity.. Silly you may say... But there's been too much going on...
Personal reasons...
I tried my best.. I wanted it so badly.. The day I lost it, it had been an irreversible change.. Something that I had to accept..
So long my dreams....... Easier for me to let me go in this manner... Brace myself up... I've been thru the worst... The battle has just started..
I will make it through the rain.. I will stand up once again on my own and I know that I'm strong enough to mend..
Change of wardrobe
