Oh my god! It's the second day I'm sleeping without aircon.. And I thought that it's working but... The aircon gave up on us, leaving no choice but to replace with a new set.. The bad news is it'll take awhile before the new set comes, probably a week or so.. Ahhhhhh!!!

How to sleep? Been losing sleep because of the aircon..

I'm not the only one who suffers from sleepless nights.. My ah Ma cannot live without aircon too..


I'm making a major change in my life.. A decision that requires me to put in lots of effort.. I don't know if I'm able to handle it.. Right now I'm having doubts.. So afraid that I'll make the wrong decision once again.. But I got to give it a shot..

I'm trying my best to 'hypnotize' myself.. To stop thinking of the sad things.. In a way I'm living in a self-denial state.. To keep myself going, I take note of positive things such as listing the advantages should I succeed.. Haha..

Another important factor is I don't want to lose someone who means alot to me.. I lost my dream, smashing it into thousands of broken pieces.. No matter how hard I tried fixing it, it'll never be the same.. So I'm cherishing the opportunity that God bestowed me.. A chance to love and be loved..


The many obstacles that we've been thru.. The awful and hurtful period that was more like hell.. The many things that had happened which changed his and my life..

At least I know when the going gets tougher, when I need a shoulder to lean on.. He'll always be there..

I can make it.. Jiayou sher!! Hang on tight, I'll make it thru.. I know that the steps I'm taking seems alittle small and unsteady.. I'm trying my very best..

It wasn't easy on me.. I just hope that this mindset will keep me going.. Unless....

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